Just cause I make music you thought I was creative? Man, I write these songs solely out of frustration Out of anger, desperation, out of pure hatred And all those negative feelings, yeah I got ‘em in spades I make pissed off music for pissed off people And if you’re not pissed off enough then piss off please I know my shit is dark but it’s the truth that I tell Don’t need to prove to a single one of you that I’m well Fuck you and your crew, I can do without help Fuck being cool in a group, I’m being true to myself You’re so happy go lucky, you’re so happy, oh fuck Maybe I’d rap about being happy if I knew how it felt But I know more about rejection than I know about acceptance I know more about aggression than all these other rappers So don’t you dare compare me to Casper My back hurts, I carry on my shoulders tons of baggage You… you need some dough you run to daddy Me… I’m working overtime for cash That’s only one of the problems that I’m running into I got a shitload of issues and one is with you See I never got along with classmates at school But that’s okay, they used to hate me too I also never got along with the people at work But that’s okay, cause these people were jerks Maybe it’s true, and I’m even worse Or maybe I’m just not that much of a people-person You surprised? You shoulda known that better I got a hand full of numbers in my phone that matter The people that’ll help me out The rest has always had frowning In the end I trust myself more than anybody else Cause I’m the only one that’s never gonna let me down You got hundreds of numbers or even more on your phone Half of them are people you don’t even know You hold your friends close and your enemies closer? I hold my friends so close, enemies won’t approach ‘em Got enough friends, I don’t need your number Forget to call me back? I’ll delete your number Yeah I’m petty as hell but those leeches, fuck ‘em They only ever called me when they needed something You’re prolly one of the people I didn’t get along with To this day, we don’t have a single thing in common Like there’s only one woman I get intimate with While every weekend you’re banging a different chick Throughout the week you’re kissing ass in a suit On Friday nights you party up and act like a douche Bragging about how drunk you get on Jack and Jim And go to nightclubs that wouldn’t even let me in Yeah my outfit, they don’t like it that much But it’s sweatpants and hoodie, bitch, like it or not I’m out the mud so my sneakers’ dirty And hell no, I don’t own a fucking V-neck shirt You’re taking baths in your lakes of cash Now how the fuck am I supposed to relate to that? You’re so high and mighty and it’s easy to see You have it easy, nothing ever came easy to me I’m drowning in thoughts but you wouldn’t get it Cause you never spent minute here, down in the dumps I’m fighting back my tears, trying to face my fears You are someone else now and I am still right here

Motherfuckers say they don’t see me smile a bunch And ask me why, there’s just no'n for me smile about This ain’t a gimmick like it is for Kristen Stewart See the thing’s my youth did consist of losing I was losing sleep, losing dreams, I was losing me For the longest time I did not know who to be I didn’t know who to be with either Started seeing though who I didn’t need to be with You know the story, everyone is there to party But the second shit gets hard they’re departing That was my fault too, till I got it together and learned You’re the reflection of the ones you connect with Spent too much of my time surrounding myself With bad company and thus I was doubting myself But then I vowed to myself I don’t need anyone And when it’s said and done I’ll be proud of myself Every day I have to justify some shit I’m doing Who the fuck are you to judge me? Like as if you knew me You know nothing about my past, hours I have spent In hell, yeah I spent so many hours by myself Spent a whole damn year barely leaving my home So I don’t think that you know more than me about being alone I don’t think you know more about the feeling that hope Has forgotten you, still feel like you know me? The struggle’s real and you know that’s true Man, I've been places I don’t ever wanna go back to Paralyzed by pain, almost fired and I Had suicidal thoughts in prime of my life I got a chip on my shoulder that’s as big as a boulder Shit, that things is so big that I can’t fit through a door I got a tough time hiding that times are tough And one of your problems is that I don’t smile enough? Bitch please They call me cold-blooded and stone-hearted If anything I am soul-crushingly whole-hearted That’s right man, I hate with a passion On the other hand I love in the same friggin’ manner I would die for some people, they are my fam And I would kill anybody who dares to attack ya Ask me for a favor, I’m making it happen Cause nothing makes me happier than making you happy I got love for those who stuck around since way in the past The ones who gave me a hand I got a smile for you guys till the day of my passing No smile for betrayers and rats I got an ear for the peeps who gave me chance A cold shoulder though for folks who take me for granted Keep promises and honestly I’m stating a fact Words of beauty don’t mean shit if you’re taking ‘em back I got a heart that’s the size of giant's I got a heart that reminds of a lion’s So if you look at me and I decide not to smile back I’m saving it for someone who rides by my side And the moral of the story, if you’ve never been around me Don’t judge because you don’t know anything about me